No matter what

It's been rough latley my lower back is killing me and my neck as well ever sence my last intry. The emotion is really hard and dealling with this and im constantly being reminded to stop doing the things that i want to do. What will be the out come
of the day i stop hurtting. I want to be their for my family but its hard to deal with the pain and the family. Monday im going to a doctor about some shots for the pain but what good will that do? Ive been trying to apply for SSI and i doute that ill get it because im not deformed to their likings and those people at the ssi office are people that are judging me for a appearence not the trouble im going threw. What is wrong this pitcure? theirs always someone trying to make things worse.
SSA its going to help my family and me with my doctor payments and with the kids. I write this Blog for the people that deal with RA that makes pain not swelling and disformed. if you read this you will learn that i dont have deformed hands or visable
deformed anything. I have constant pain and suffering do to RA and spinal issues where that makes life suck. My spine is injured inward not outward. its close to my spinalcord to where it effects my legs and hips. its hard to walk and to get around. RA is a issue to where i cant open the doors and type alot. thats why i got to stop now do to loss of feeling in my arms. so ill wright later about more.

What the difference

Whats the difference between RA and Spondylitis. Alot of the systoms are the same.
I feel that now im confused and i guess ill never find out whats wrong.